I can't fly a plane.

I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.






Taking off.






Changing flight.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

Winky!


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5:02 PM. Saturday, January 16, 2010


so, past few days werent good.
sick 3/5 days- m.cramp plus vomitting/giddiness.
i think im so weak i can die anytime -.-
didnt enjoy orientation as much as the rest did.
tolling under the hot sun, getting mad dirty, fooled into running extra god-knows-how-many kilometres................... definitely not my cup of tea.
i guess im still existing in dec 2009, in hong kong.
miss those days ):
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merely started on bsp lunwen, someone kill me please.
hong kong's too nice a place to allow me to coop myself up at home for it.
sighhhhh.
shall enjoy churning out words bit by bit.
haimen buddy arriving tmr.
planning to go out with nien an and perhaps the rest.
depends on how things go though.
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for now i shall be obedient and take my daily dosage of lunwen.
goodbye.

4:30 PM. Thursday, December 24, 2009

有时真是觉得自己好懦弱。竟然可以为佐一个问题喊完又喊,喊了好耐,浪费佐好多时间,令到身边好多关心自已既人都觉得好倦累。我自己又何尝吾是呃? 好难去克服心魔,让自己开心番。如果可以选择逃避,我一定会义不容辞。阿妹讲得无错,一架车走在马路上,无可能永远行一条直路,终须要转弯。但是如果我识喳车,我想我一定会是遇到弯角时而立即放弃喳车的人。
要改变心态好难。我都想快D可以强势回归。但有D野是吾急得。我知道应该点做,但是到真是要滴起心肝去做的时候,心入面竟然会争扎。而那种煎熬实际上是比死更难受。
体过好多友人的照片,讲述扒地点好玩点热闹,体完之后我却更加吾想再同任何学校既人有任何联系。我吾理人地的圈子有几大,我净是想快趣D过埋剩低既两年,然后离开。我根本吾属于那里。点解要折磨自己搞到自己吾开心。
对于几个曾经伤害过自己的人,我更加无话可说,无言以对。但是要我以德报怨,我实在做吾到。

5:51 PM. Wednesday, December 02, 2009

living life in decadence everyday D:
shopping, eating, walking, talking, sleeping, spending......
nothing constructive.
except i get to spend really quality time with my parents and sis.
with sis, esp at night when she talks non-stop on the bed, robbing me of my beauty slp :/
read others' blogs about how fruitful their holidays are spent on jobs, camps etc. and i feel really.
hopeless.
hahahahaha kidding.
i love life here, seriously (:
second day into december, yeah the christmas month.
everywhere's getting christmassy here, all the music and deco.
but the faster we are into the month, the more i dont want time to fly ):
cos it means going back to the dreaded place real soon.
and i really hate it!
):
everyday's laughs and carefree-ness here i am so used to happy life and the thought of losing all the happiness here scares me.
it's like, poof.
everything great and good's gonna be gone )))))))))))))))):
and it seems like i wont know when i'll be getting 'em back.
sighhhhh.
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dinner real soon, at megabox with my dad's friend.
i dont care i am gonna have shark fins, abalone and bird's nest today!
missed it ytd night cos of our filled tummies from high tea but today, our stomachs are empty hoho!
at least mine is (:
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on a sidenote, happy trip round usa to all the bsp scholars ):
wish i was there but kind of glad i am in hk.
butttttttttttttttttttttttt.
i am getting uglier and fatter by the day> :/
(!)

12:12 AM. Thursday, November 19, 2009



(life rocks here.)

've been shopping and shopping (:
going to korea sooooooooon yay!
cant wait haha.
but stupid bsp lunwen spoil my mood. zzzzz.
I REALLY DWN TO GO BACK TO SG SUCKZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX.

TO IRIS AND SUMEI:
please bring more shirts -.- its cold here LOL and and and tell me your flight details again soooooon though i've asked like a billion times hahaha just in case it slips my mind and i forget to get yall frm the airport D:
oh and bring empty luggages LOL.
leave me an offline msg if you see this!
:D

1:55 PM. Sunday, November 15, 2009

感觉好兴奋。
听日就返到屋企啦!
:D
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越留在这个鬼地方,心入面就越有一种好唔自在既心情。
这又难怪,我根本唔钟意这里既任何事和物。
真是越来越讨厌这里。
如果可以的话,我想我一定唔会返来新加坡。
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好啦,要继续执野啦!
如果你们看不明白我在说什么,那是因为我是在用广东话。
又或者,你们根本不了解我。

3:58 PM. Tuesday, November 10, 2009

(takers?)
yep, shall pray hard i land in the same cls as daphne, if not i'll just go kill myself.
never thought i'd take geography after all the frequent complains lol.
i feel so sad today idk why!
chinese o's over, supp to be a happy thing but argh i'm feeling down ):
not cos of the paper -.-
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sumei's educating me online about my subj combi:
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ sumei says:
omg
can u take chem
THEN UR JOB HOW
sumei's such an idiot (:
never intended to work LOL.
aiya idk what i want to be so dont care -.-
consulted my dad abt subj combi, but he's in shanghai so guess he wasnt really serious abt what he told me at all.
anw, here's what he said: "haiyo science subj got practical exam leh you sure you can meh... aiya anw, since you dont want listen to me and take physics, i dont want to listen to you about taking chem too. so........... take geography :D"
LOL papa wins all.
so anyway.......................................
yep, bent on taking c103.
a cashier doesnt rich scientific concepts, i presume lol.
):
i am feeling so sad idk why!
argh okay.
going off soon to meet my mom for spa (:

12:33 PM. Saturday, November 07, 2009

(blooming so bright.)
took that pic in china (: imba photography skills haha.
or maybe cos of sissy's imba camera!
chinese o's coming tuesday, dread it.
my sis' gonna cut her hair on tuesday into some mushroom shape LOL so she anticipates the 10th but i dont want it to come cos i am totally not prepared for chi ):
need to secure at least an A2 so i wont be haunted by chi next year, argh stupid bsp.
hooked onto 宫心计currently, featuring tavia yeung, charmaine sheh, kevin cheng and moses chan! their costumes are superbbbbbbbbb i love 'em! but everybody's so jian1 and jian4 lol makes me even more skeptical about life -.-
so today, i shall watch 1 or 2 episodes before lunch and then subdue.
to chinese.
yes.
gonna mark the pract papers when i come home, and then study a bit for compo.
okay okay i shall do that. jiayou van!